Yes, I know i just relocated from Blogspot not too long ago, but I really don’t like the WordPress interface, so I’m relocating again! I’M SO SORRY! I promise i’ll make up to my non-existent readers by updating more often. I promise! 😀 

Anyways, i’ve relocated to here;

I’ll see you guys there! 😀


The way it is

I’m actually really glad things turned out the way it is. I’m glad i made that decision back then. Of course i was disappointed with how things ended, but i’m in no place to ponder about it because it was my decision after all. But honestly, i can say with confidence that i’m glad. Really really glad. Not because i was unhappy, but because i could see the relationship slowly becoming obsessive, on both sides. It was becoming a point where the relationship wasn’t going to be a happy (on my side at least). It was coming to the point where we were both gonna suffer.

Like what everyone says, you’re in your twenties. Old enough to make wise decisions, but young enough to learn from mistakes. It was my 1st relationship after all, so it’ll serve as a benchmark for me in the future.

Do i feel nostalgic? All the time. Nothing more. I’m quite surprised with the progression of my emotions, to be able to feel this way after half a year. I was very much in love, that i can be sure of. But who knows, you know? I don’t have anything to compare it to. I’ve always tried to not say out what i really feel about all this, always somehow hinting on my Twitter, because i didn’t want it to seem like the whole relationship was nothing to me. It was everything. First relationship, first kiss, first everything. I guess that’s why i’m writing this, to just let out what i really feel and stop pondering about it. I’m at a stage where i’m happy with where things are going at the moment.

SO ANYWAYS, I’ve officially finished my 2nd year of uni! Time really does fly as you get older. By this time next year, i would be graduating (well, if i don’t fail any units that is). How surreal is that?

I’ve recently started my UNPAID internship here. Gotta say, enjoying it much more than the one i did in KL. They give me so much more work to do, and they actually guide me through stuff. As opposed to the KL one where they didn’t bother with me at all and i just sat there like an empty vase. Here are some pictures of where i’m interning at! 😀



Stay tuned for more ramblings from your one and only derp queen. 😉

There are no fruits to bear

Sometimes, you work and you work but somehow, the results you get isn’t on par to the amount of work you put in, it really just makes one feel like the worst loser in the world. Especially when you see the people surrounding you doing so well, it really is heartbreaking. Is it my lack talent? Is it my lack of being intuitive? Or is it just me in general? Somehow or rather, it seems no matter how hard i try, fruits are not bearing.


So why do i even bother trying?

Spring is here in Melbourne

Well technically, Spring came to Melbourne a month ago, but i needed a nice title so LOL.

Once again, so sorry for the lack of updates. Really need to get my writing mojo back. I’ll probably blog more when i start my internship here HAHA

OH YEAH, I GOT AN INTERNSHIP OFFER HERE IN MELBOURNE. After the tons of e-mails i sent out (seriously, like 40 over, and my mom wanted me to send out even more), with ONE, MEASLY ONE positive reply, i got this UNPAID internship opportunity. I know, i know, it’s all about the experience, but it would really be lovely if i could at least get paid a little ;-;

Yep, with the internship here, it means i’m only going back to Malaysia in the middle on Jan. Which also means i won’t be able to see my friends who are studying in UK. ;-; Such is life. Let’s hope this time around will be a great internship experience (let’s not delve into the previous one ey)!


Since spring is here, have a picture of a flower i took using my new Sony Nex-5r interchangeble lens camera (which i named Chanyeol, cause my phone is Kyungsoo and my Macbook is Jinki lololol). Really satisfied with my camera teehee.

Until next time!

A tad bit out of touch

I apologize for leaving this blog so deserted. But rest assured, when my new camera arrives, there’ll be more photo post! This i promise! 😀

Uni, while work load is not as intense this sem, but the intensity of the work itself is much more (i hope that was understandable). Finding an internship is a pain in the ass too, especially when most of your friends have secured one while i scurry around to find one. I’ve tried my best, having sent over 40 e-mails out. 1 replied with a ‘sort of’ positive tune, but i’ll need to meet with the Creative Director first. Oh, and it’s the same company when i was doing my job experience in KL. My luck with this company -__-

So anyways, here’s a picture i took quite a while back. One of the things i enjoy of Melbourne sunsets.Image

San Francisco, Las Vegas & Los Angeles

I’ll be heading off to these places as of tomorrow, so i’ll be MIA from 29th June right up till 10th July (not that i update regularly anyways haha). But, i may buy a prepaid sim while i’m there, so i might be able to update my Twitter and Instagram (if not lazy, perhaps this blog lolol).

So until then, goodbye! I might come back several tones darker because Las Vegas’s temperature is hitting 47 degrees. May the odds be ever in my skin’s favour.