San Francisco, Las Vegas & Los Angeles

I’ll be heading off to these places as of tomorrow, so i’ll be MIA from 29th June right up till 10th July (not that i update regularly anyways haha). But, i may buy a prepaid sim while i’m there, so i might be able to update my Twitter and Instagram (if not lazy, perhaps this blog lolol).

So until then, goodbye! I might come back several tones darker because Las Vegas’s temperature is hitting 47 degrees. May the odds be ever in my skin’s favour.




Sometimes i wonder, what is my worth in this big, beautiful world with vast opportunities, none of which possesses the eagerness that is desire? Nothing. I don’t have an aim in life.

Of hairbands and brothers

As i promised, every post i write will have a drawing of my thoughts or an actual picture itself. I know, it sounds kind of lame, but i’m trying to hone my doodling/photography skills which are at a very noob level now lol.

So anyways, today i went for some window shopping because i’ve go a couple of Myer gift cards and i’m looking for a nice pair of leather long boots. Walked around the whole of Myer and didn’t see any in particular that i lied. And most of them are really pricey, which of course,i’m not willing to spend, knowing the cheapskate i am hahaha. So anyways, i walked into Lovisa for fun and saw some really pretty hairbands!
IMG_2100These are the pretty hairbands i bought (excluding the cat ears one i bought for betch Sue Yin as a belated b’day present)

I’ve been into hairbands quite lately. It’s my latest fetish hahaha. It used to be leopard print stuff, and now hairbands! I’ve purchased quite a few, but i ain’t taking pictures of those just to put them on my blog. This picture was taken from my instagram btw LOL. I melt everytime i see pretty hairbands :3

While i was scrolling on facebook just now, i saw some pictures of friends that’re having fun with their siblings and whatnot. Which really made me thought to myself; wouldn’t it be nice to have great sibling relationships? I mean, i see my cousins and friends have so much fun with their siblings, tell each other so much, just like a best friend you know? I don’t have that with my brother at all. We’re in a hi/bye relationship, where we’ll only talk to each other if there are errands that need to be done or there’s some important stuff from my parents. Other than that, nada. Which really makes me envious with everyone else you know? I want to have an older brother where i can talk about my problems, share secrets and just have a healthy sibling relationship. Just the other day, he brought his girlfriend back for the 1st time (who is really pretty by the way. No idea how an idiot like him managed to get someone like that), but there was no introduction of ‘HEY, THIS IS MY GIRLFRIEND BTW’. Nada. Not a word. But she was polite enough to come into my room and introduce herself (though it was kinda awkward). It just really sucks you know? The only time he seems like an actual brother is whenever my parents are around, but he’ll just revert to his annoying self. But without my parents,he doesn’t interact at all. He doesn’t even tease me? I just find all these really weird.

It feels like i’m an only child 99% of the time.

New Beginnings

Hello readers (if i have any lol),

I’ve officially moved by blog to WordPress! (previously at I just thought, new beginnings might as well have a complete new blog itself? Plus, i didn’t like the newer interface in Blogspot, so i thought i would give WordPress a try 🙂

Hey everyone!

I know it’s been a while since i’ve been a avid blogger, but i’m trying to get back into the gear! I’m trying to make this kind of a picture/drawing blog, so expect some drawing/picture of random stuff in my head or i’ve come across when i’m out walking or something along those lines. 🙂 So anyways, today, i’ve just handed in my last assignment of the semester, officially ending the 1st sem of my 2nd year at uni!Image(a quick drawing on my tablet. 1st time using it on my mac, all the settings were different lol)

This sem’s subjects were terrifying, in a sense where it was all research-based subjects which i absolutely loath. Plenty of reports, essays and presentations. And the workload was massive too, just the past 3 weeks i had 10+ assignments due almost back to back. It was insane. Which is why i feel so so relieved when i handed my last assignment of the sem this afternoon (had to walk just to drop it in the assignment drop box). It was a rough couple of weeks for me, but hey, i made it through? 🙂 For me to be writing this anyways hahaha

Can’t say i’m not scared for my results. Did pretty sucky in a few of my assignments. I just hope i can pull through the Strategy Planning unit because i do not intend in repeating that unit as it is the worst unit i’ve ever taken (it’s too long for me to elaborate. let’s just say, bad unit structure and bad lecturer). Praying for just 1 HD, others can be a PA, i wouldn’t even care less. As long as there’s 1 HD. 😦

How’s life for a girl that is newly single for about a month? It’s been good so far. I’m actually at a stage where i’m quite content with the way my life is going at the moment. Not the best, but nonetheless still content. I probably won’t think about love, romance stuff in general because honestly? I like being alone, somehow. No worries, we’re still on good terms, so it’s not a complete loss. The 1st few weeks were hard, getting used to and whatnot, but things are great for me at the moment. 🙂 I know the reason for breaking up was the ‘physical presence’ of the relationship being absent, but having so much alone time and thinking really made me have a new perspective on my life. This is the life where i’m truly independent.

Sue Yin and I have been rigorously planning for a Japan trip next year, which means saving a lot of money an perhaps working part time to get that extra cash. I honestly can’t wait though, it has been a dream to go back to Japan, alone where we can explore with whatever time we have, no constrictions. This is actually something that i can see happening, not just those empty words of ‘oh, we must go for a holiday! we must get together!’. Sue Yin and i are pretty determined.

Exo’s Wolf is my current jam. Haven’t been addicted to a song like this since SHINee’s Lucifer. The XOXO (Kiss&Hug) album (album name could’ve been SO MUCH BETTER) is great. Been hearing on repeat since it was released today, even as i’m typing this post HAHAHA. Been really out of touch with K-Pop lately, so i guess Exo has made me jump back onto the bandwagon. Though not as crazy as the high school days with Sabina and Melissa. Man, i love reminiscing those times.

I still don’t have an aim in life. My short-run aim is of course the Japan trip, but what happens after that? Do i see myself working what i’m studying? Perhaps. But will i like it? No idea. I’m not completely loving whatever i’m doing now, but if not this then what? It’ll be a neverending loop, unless i really know what i want. Which i don’t. So, meh.

WELL, this concludes the 1st post (THAT TEST POST DOESN’T COUNT) on my new blog 🙂 Though i doubt anyone will read this hahahha. This marks my comeback to the blogging world! (Well, i hope it’s not a fad)

Until the next time! xx