A tad bit out of touch

I apologize for leaving this blog so deserted. But rest assured, when my new camera arrives, there’ll be more photo post! This i promise! šŸ˜€

Uni, while work load is not as intense this sem, but the intensity of the work itself is much more (i hope that was understandable). Finding an internship is a pain in the ass too, especially when most of your friends have secured one while i scurry around to find one. I’ve tried my best, having sent over 40 e-mails out. 1 replied with a ‘sort of’ positive tune, but i’ll need to meet with the Creative Director first. Oh, and it’s the same company when i was doing my job experience in KL. My luck with this company -__-

So anyways, here’s a picture i took quite a while back. One of the things i enjoy of Melbourne sunsets.Image

Of hairbands and brothers

As i promised, every post i write will have a drawing of my thoughts or an actual picture itself. I know, it sounds kind of lame, but i’m trying to hone my doodling/photography skills which are at a very noob level now lol.

So anyways, today i went for some window shopping because i’ve go a couple of Myer gift cards and i’m looking for a nice pair of leather long boots. Walked around the whole of Myer and didn’t see any in particular that i lied. And most of them are really pricey, which of course,i’m not willing to spend, knowing theĀ cheapskate i am hahaha. So anyways, i walked into Lovisa for fun and saw some really pretty hairbands!
IMG_2100These are the pretty hairbands i bought (excluding the cat ears one i bought for betch Sue Yin as a belated b’day present)

I’ve been into hairbands quite lately. It’s my latest fetish hahaha. It used to be leopard print stuff, and now hairbands! I’ve purchased quite a few, but i ain’t taking pictures of those just to put them on my blog. This picture was taken from my instagram btw LOL. I melt everytime i see pretty hairbands :3

While i was scrolling on facebook just now, i saw some pictures of friends that’re having fun with their siblings and whatnot. Which really made me thought to myself; wouldn’t it be nice to have great sibling relationships? I mean, i see my cousins and friends have so much fun with their siblings, tell each other so much, just like a best friend you know? I don’t have that with my brother at all. We’re in a hi/bye relationship, where we’ll only talk to each other if there are errands that need to be done or there’s some important stuff from my parents. Other than that, nada. Which really makes me envious with everyone else you know? I want to have an older brother where i can talk about my problems, share secrets and just have a healthy sibling relationship. Just the other day, he brought his girlfriend back for the 1st time (who is really pretty by the way. No idea how an idiot like him managed to get someone like that), but there was no introduction of ‘HEY, THIS IS MY GIRLFRIEND BTW’. Nada. Not a word. But she was polite enough to come into my room and introduce herself (though it was kinda awkward). It just really sucks you know? The only time he seems like an actual brother is whenever my parents are around, but he’ll just revert to his annoying self. But without my parents,he doesn’t interact at all. He doesn’t even tease me? I just find all these really weird.

It feels like i’m an only child 99% of the time.